December 2010
I hate when you think of something funny in your...
crunch-:
And you’re all laughing like:
And everyone around you is staring like:
“What are you laughing at?”
And you’re like:
I find myself...
Thinking about things in more depth than i have before. Im not sure what has brought this on, or why im even doing it, but i like questioning things and actualy thinking about them. I found my self last night, while i was kept up by my annoying cough, thinking about things i have done, Why i done them, how i done them, and then how i would do it differently. But i guess thats the thing, you always...
2010....
This year is coming to an end and fast. I feel like its went far to fast and this year certainly has not felt like a year at all. I remember at the start of this year, the very very start, probably 2 minutes into 2010 turning to Andy and telling him that this year is going to be the best year so far because hopefully nothing can go wrong. I remember thinking, My mum was taken away from me and then...
This is my school day, all day, everyday. :')
Walking to school: Morning lessons: Break with friends: Realizing we had homework: Guessing the answer to a question and getting it right: Lunch: Hearing a secret about someone: Overhear someone bitching about me: Last lesson: Getting home:
Just had too 8-)
Watching New moon...
And I must say, Taylor Lautner Is one Beautiful man! Seiously, But Like his long hair is sooooo much better :D! I think anyway. Iv actually just found someone I could potentially be obbsessed with!
So Its Christmas...
&& I woke up to a coughing fit, then being sick, then crying. Great start to my day (N)!. So I opened all my presents :D that was good, they were all wrapped up in Hello Kitty wrapping paper :D. Was cute. Got Sex in the city 2! so ill be watching that at some point today! Been dying to watch it. Oh && Chris got me a Hello Kitty purse :D! Its so fucking cute! I absolutely Love it to...
Getting the biggest
Realisation in your life is probably the best feeling in the world. Because now, Now im ok. My hearts not broke any more, If anything, that just fixed it altogether because I know i at least tried. And now the smile on my face is probably bigger than ever. And when you get a text to follow up the feeling, That makes things a whole lot better. But looking at this, I remember why i was such a cold...
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I feel like I’m drowning inside with everything. My phone just vibrated and I swear my heart stopped for like atleast 40 seconds or so. What’s up with that? Anyway, I really can’t sleep and my heads really sore along with my eyes, if I wasn’t Allergic to anything I would say I am because my eyes are really stinging. I’m hoping my stomach stops doing cartwheels and...
Soo
Im looking at what I got through the post, its just sitting there and i cant help but stare right at it. Then i get the feeling in my stomach that i got on september the 24th. I can remember the Hospital room, and how it smelled, Where the chairs where, how the place was set out. I can remember everything that was said, and how tight i was gripping my clothes. I can remember everything.
Stupid...
See tbh
Im fucking sick of getting things through the post that I shouldnt be getting. Hospital, take me off your fucking list! Phoned them 3 times now, “no Miss Lee your off the system now” Week later, A letter, FUCKING HELL! seriously. Im pissed off. then i get a pack sent through? SERIOUSLY! Just GTF! so pissed off man. its sooo bloody annoying >.>! I really hate this, soooo much ¬¬
Not like the movies.
If it’s not like the movies, Thats how it should be. When he’s the one, He’ll come undone, And my world will stop spinning, And thats just the beginning. ‘Cause I know you’re out there, And your, your love came for me. It’s a crazy idea that you were made, Perfectly for me you’ll see. Just like the movies. That’s how it will be. Cinematic...
I Miss Your Soft Lips, I Miss Your White Sheets. I Miss The Scratch Of Your Shaved Face On My Cheek. And this is so hard, Cause I didn’t see, That you were the love of my life and it kills me. I see your face in, strangers on the street. I still say your name when I’m talking in sleep. And in the long light, I play it all fine. But I can’t handle it when I turn off my...
So decided
That i need to let things go tbh. Really really do.
Last night...
I didnt get sleep, THANX BODY >.> Being sick is shite and annoys me and i could gladly do without it. But yea, Anyway, after being awake all night and finally getting to sleep at about half 9 this morning I start to have a good dream, About vampires and werewolf’s, so in it im a werewolf, but i would much rather be a vampire to be truthful, anyway, i start going round this house and...
